Thursday, July 15, 2004

Songs that make me cry

Thousands of songs were intended for broken hearted people. I, for hundreds of times, have been one of those "kind of people" who emotes easily when "Before I Let You Go" and "Until I Find You Again" was played on my mp3 player. And I have my own folder intended only for the sentimental hours of my boring day in my little turf in the office. Thinking bout the times I have been badly hurt and how I cried over a spilled milk. How I wasted my time crying and reckoning the mistakes I did for something so wonderful just ebb away just like that. How I feel like Im the only miserable loser in the world because I wasn't treated the way I want people to treat me. I wasnt loved the way Ive loved. How many times have I made a fool of myself over something who's not even worthy to be receiving care and love from me? But then again, I could go over again at that part of my life where I fell and acquire a few scratches. I have loved because I've felt it. I've cared because Ive loved. Ive been happy for a while because of that person. And I've loved that person no matter what. But I know where my limitations are. I know where the boundary of love and not-so-love lies. I know when its time for me to leave. Definitely, I could do these things over again. And it's something that I know and sure of myself. When I care about somebody and I feel something about that person, it is right to let the person know how I feel. I wont care if I will be given something in return. I wont care if all I'll ever do is to love and not be loved. For I believe, that each person is meant to be with somebody else. The right time is not about how old and young I fall in love. It's about falling in love at anytime with the right person. And right person isn't the same as a perfect person. It's about me feeling im perfect because of that person.