Is it being selfish dreaming of something to happen that you've been thinking since you were a kid? is it impractical to at least have a quarter of what was perfectly formed in your mind for quite some time?
raised by life's simplicity, i never craved for things to happen in my life to be at its best. but i do think that at least a bite from a piece of cake is not so much to ask. living in a modern world, my mindset still lies on the conventional way. i still believe in courting, proposing, marriage, flowers, love, fairytale's living happily ever after and pms. i still believe in the old fashioned way of asking for the parents approval before getting married or when courting. things that no matter how punk, rock, alternative, skirts, plunging necklines, drugs and satc crowded the city where i live in, my heart still desires for a few things that's done in a conservative manner.
being in a relationship for 6 years is way too long that some think the fruit is ready to be taken off from it's branches. friends, relatives and some just an acquaintance, all are just waiting for the "announcement". i am one of them. i, too, was eager to know what was at the end of the rope. i wasn't hoping for a vera wang dress or expensive kind of wedding. i love the simplicity of life. having small weddings and gatherings doesn't matter to me. the solemnity of celebrating it is what matters to me. this has been my dream since i was a kid. the only promise ive been keeping and intending to fullfill for my mom who's been planning it since the day i was born. and to some, they wait for the right guy or their prince charming to come. for me, i am just waiting for the limo to arrive. i think the waiting will be over if GOD permits. for now, i'll just enjoy what single life is.
