Sunday, September 18, 2005

Been a long time

still not in the mood of blogging some of my thoughts at the moment, though honestly i miss doing it. i miss writing. so for the past few weeks that i've missed, here are some of the things that happened to me though not detailed i still want to remember some of it through this blog.

september 2
while i was out at a friend's place having laughs, i got my sister's sms about my dear grandmother - inang's demise. *inang was my mom's mom* i was crying on my way home not minding the taxi driver, thinking how exactly it has been a year the last time i saw her at my bunso's debut, not knowing it will be the last time that i'll be able to hugged her. and so i decided to at least bid her goodbye and pay respect.

and so i went home 8th of september for my inang's burial. inang was 89 but we're still saddened by her death. it was really a loss but i know it's best for her. she's always sick and God knows how much pain she's suffering. it was my aunt, my mom's youngest sister who's been taking care of inang for GOD knows how long, still single and that's another story, seeing her just breaks my heart. she's now alone by herself, with the "pasa load" as her only means of living, i hope GOD will give her more strength. i was back here in singapore sunday afternoon with a very heavy heart. =( thanks to all my friends who sms me to console me and to bebikoh who's always there for me.

the rainbow after the heavy rain
i think everyone knows how much i love kids so i was really ecstatic when a friend of mine asks me to be one of the lucky "ninangs" of her now two months baby *if im not mistaken, hehe*. thanks thanks po =)