Cheska @ 20 Months

At twenty months, she’s now quite a handful to handle. She’s pushing us to the limits when she’s having her tantrums. But it all melts away in an instant when she smiles or when she does something that amazes us how she managed to come up with such ideas. I’m a first time mom and it still amazes me until now how her little mind has developed. Up until now I’m still thankful that God has given me this chance to be a witness of how life evolves. There are times that I still longed to be a SAHM because I know there’ll be more bliss to be the first one to witness all of her developments. I’m not a perfect mom nor anywhere close to what a real mom is. I am just me. Someone who is still trying to learn from all the things she’s learning. Someone who will always be amazed at how and why she’s developed different things in her stages of life. There are times that I just stare at her, watching her move, watching her fingers glide through what the modern technology brings her, watching her utter the words, one at a time – conversing to us what she wants and what she doesn’t. This is a journey of my life that I know is not at all full of roses but I know deep inside that I’ll still enjoy going through. I love her so much. I couldn’t call myself a real mom because I’m far from the real meaning of it. But I am proud to know and say that I’m that someone who has that chance to be a witness of all the developments in her life. Thank you Lord for giving her to us. Because while she tries to learn, we do too. I love you bebe Cheska for this weekend. You made us see another new things you’ve just started to explore in your own way. Buying the iPad is one of the good things I think I did. She’s learn a few words and few things because of it. :) Four more months and I hope we’ll get through this terrible-two stage :D