I just realized, it's February now. Days passed by so quickly and I didn't realized my status is still the same. It's not like I really miss working. I think I miss earning the money :p My January passed by so quickly since princess C started school and I started my Project 2013. There is little time to visit FB and I only am active by posting photos of the princess and clicking the like every now and then from those in my feed. Other than that, I am out of anyone's world now and super clueless of what's happening with my friends. I didn't dare to text them because I was so afraid of that question. Actually, I am having the best time being a SAHM. I am doing the things now that I have been postponing for like eternity since the princess arrived. I just feel useless whenever I think of comparing myself to my friends who are working. God must have been super confuse by my wishes. Sorry Lord. I also don't know what I want. Anyway, I don't know why, but I felt a pang of sadness when I open my FB and visited some friends account. I can't explain. Sigh, I really need a job :(
