Monday, July 31, 2006

Sentimental Thought

Few more hours to go and it's now time to say goodbye to July. A lot of things are bound to happen in August. And month after that. A lot of things that could steer you away from the life that you got used to. From everyday waking up in the morning doing the same old thing at work for the past six years. From looking forward every week to weekends so you can go out with your friends. From everyday lunch, eating together with your friends telling each other stories and realizing how you had fun without fully realizing what you had for lunch. From looking forward to tell your friends all the good things happening in your life not meaning to brag but it's always good to know that a lot of people is happy for you. Some very good things in life are bound to end. Of course, there's always a window of opportunity to let another much better things to happen, but if you've been very comfortable with all the things around you, why look forward to another good thing? But life is made that way. It has to move one. Because somehow, somewhere, with reasons that we alone could not explain, people and friends could grow tired of having us around. New things always excites human. It's their nature. It may be your nature to just sit and get relaxed with all the things around you, people have different DNA's, different fingerprints, all different from one another. Yes, in a month's time, I would be saying adieu. To my work, to my workplace, to my bosses, especially to my friends. It's poignant how people have to say goodbye to things they've grown to love. I don't want to be this sentimental at an early stage but it just hit me. And I still haven't found any job yet. Although good things are happening now at the moment, it still can't be enough to alleviate the little sadness in my heart. I just wish I could have the power to control everything and be it according to what I could be comfortable with. I guess every people wished for this. Or it's just me always wishing to have an easy life.