Hmmmm

im furtively contemplating whether i should do it again or not. it's been three years with the first one, ten months with the second. if i do it again for the third time, will i even be satisfied and will promised myself that it will be the last time? what others may think of me is the last thing on my mind. i just thought that if i do it, will it be the same as the first two when i did it? no uncertainties of any kind? though i am aware of the consequences of my actions, there's not a single day that i regretted my doings. so, the question that's been bugging me that i don't have the guts to ask any of my friends, should i do it or not? when is too much counted as way over the limit?