There were moments in your life that your eyes wandered to the better position in life. It's not right to virtually give up whatever you have right now and aim for whatever you thought is justifiable. I know that. I am just not right for this. I am not strong enough to be part of it. My contributions are not really huge anyway. I just wish I had a lot of options :( I’m really really too tired and the lost time away from my baby is making it even more heavier in my heart. Please Lord, I’m begging you :( I’m not complaining, I’m just physically and emotionally drained :( I don’t even want to ask You to make me strong just to withstand this storm. All i want is for you to put me in a “better” place. Sorry for always asking too much. And sorry for always whining about things that I know others are trying their best to cope up. My body is not made from the same component as Samson. My mind is not either made up of the waves as Einstein. Yeah, they are much higher to compare with. To make it simple, I’m a whiny little bitch but please please please kindly help to put me someplace where my efforts will be highly appreciated, much compensated and will help me cope up with my monthly financial bills *yes, that includes my luho :D* I know it’s not too much to ask, because there is never a huge or simple wish that I asked from You that You never failed to give me. All are answered in ways that only You and I can understand.
So so so tired :(
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