you've cried so hard you feel like your heart's going to explode?
you said it will all be alright when all you really feel is so much agony?
something so good in the eyes of another felt so untimely in your own eyes?
you pray almost every minute just to thank HIM for every blessing you've receive insted of throwing him questions why you have to endure much pain?
you've taken things lightly as you were expected to be?
it's hard to take the path where you know you'll always feel so much pain and not knowing what's in the end of that path you're taking. it's even harder how few people have taken the easy way in life, taking few slashes of consequences of their actions but still remain unharmed in the end and worst not even remembering how their happiness for a few minutes causes so much agony to those who didn't do anything but to love them and wished nothing but their happiness.
Time will come that these will pass and we will be able to look at the bright side of things. For the meantime, let me yield back to utilizing how much my tear glands can come up with liters of that salted liquid thing.
Quod me nutrit me destruit
