Stressful Tuesday

Just few minutes after I opened my computer, my boss approaches me. Well, asking about my decision. I gave them what I thought was good enough for the moment. I was thinking the night before that I've been too scared enough to take changes in my life particularly in my career. Too scared. 6 years of being a contractual programmer had helped me a lot. I never took a step to try it outside because I'm too scared to see what the world looks like outside my own little world. Now, with much prayer and guidance that I seeked from God, I told my boss that I won't take the 3 months extension that they're offering me. He was very supportive of my decision. And that afternoon, aside from too much load that was given to me to finish before the week ends, I thought of only one thing. If Ive decided what I thought was God's plan for me, why do I feel fear? Maybe it's just normal. When I'm stressed, few things can cheer me up. And watching a movie was one of them. We watched Click with Eian and Edward at the Cathay Cinema. It's the best movie, as far as Im concerned. I'll probably post an entry about it. It's how good it is. We had dinner, went home and hit the sack. Oh, thank God I still had it. They said they loved my sopas. I just hope they're honest hihihi.