Whitney Houston Dies at 48

another legendary voice down the drain :( so affected :( RIP, oh great Whitney.

Obligations

Without it, life will be much easier. Life will be a lot better escaping from all those things that makes your heart ache. If not for this, I'll probably on my own now, might be living alone but hundred percent happy and stress-free. Why does one have to suffer just for the sake of responsibilities not only to thyself but to those you love? Sometimes, i think about being selfish for once.

Burn Baby Burn

My work is seriously making me crazy especially with the dragon breathing on my neck. I was really exhausted last night giving in to my emotions, crying while working trying to work one thing that's not even mine to resolve and what more no one wants to own it. My baby came to me and kissed me probably told by her dadi. She waited for me like she always do. I know she's really sleepy but she still waited for me. She came out of the room and look into my face saying "mami crying no. smile only". At past 2 AM, I came to bed and kissed her goodnight and sang to her. I asked her to hug me. Then she said, I miss you mami. Then kissed me. :( Promise baby, mami will do her best to make a move. Thank you for easing my pain and tiredness today early morning. I love you so much and nothing in this world could ever replace that.

Love

There's no such thing as perfect relationship or perfect partner for that matter. It only become perfect when you have loved all the imperfections of the person you love. It's the only thing that makes a relationship last long.

Thank You for Staying :)

I never thought how empty this corner of our house will be. Now that your stay is over, it might be empty but you have filled our hearts with blessings and hope in our life. Thank you for staying. Thank you for being part of our humble home for a month. thank you for the blessings you have brought in our life and those other families you have visited. You truly our Mother who knows whats best for us. Till next visit?

Move On Please

When you have given every single energy you have in you just to please them and you have not received any gratitude or acknowledgement - this you can let it pass

When a simple honest mistake happen and everyone noticed it and asked you why and make you explain and still explanation is no good but to accept that indeed you made a mistake - this you're wondering . . .

When something has been making you unhappy for the long time, would you stay or would you take the courage to move on? Why stay when all your efforts are not recognized? It's time for the eagle to leave and find a different nest.

Hibernate Off

back hopefully for good! i wont go back to days and months ive missed. ill move forward :) so hello there again :p